GRADUATING/ION DAY

FINALLY I GRADUATED FROM HIGH SCHOOL NEVER END !!

100% FOR MY FRIENDS 08/09 HEYAAAAA :D

so wht happened?

my mom got angry a day before the graduation day. because i should prepared the clothes i must used for the party long long day before but i didnt hehee.

and so wht i wear? i wore a bali traditional clothes (kind of)

it was very good and i looked different from the others hahahahaa

happy proud become one! and it wassss veryyy good :D

trust me you wont forget your highschool moment. why?

because everything happen in you early 16 17 and 18. you got on the step where your own choice, your own decision is going to make a big different in your life.

once you fall it might be hard to stand up.. i ever got in this such situation.

and here comes the big one! a college life.. you can be an immortal college student or you complete 4 years. you decide :)

CONGRATULATION ONCE AGAIN TO ALL MY FRIENDS!

FINALLY.. GOODBYEE HIGHSCHOOL. WE WONT FORGET YOU

What did just happen for these days

im going to talk bout something tht happened these days. i broke up with my boy, we had a big fought. but then we back together again.. thnks god..and i admit tht i love him more more and more and he looks handsome than before.. yea everything looks good while its getting closer to our long distance relationship -_______-

i think i fall in love with my boy for the second time. it it was so fun so happy! sometimes make me wanna fly higgghhhh i miss him alost every second of my life. i want to meet him everyday! i want to make him happy! but behind tht.. i hurt him so bad.. it just make me cry evry night just to think about it -_______-

i hate this long distance relationship wannabe. I HATE IT! today i didnt go to my bf house with my bf. im a bit sad but i got me confused with it. and then i asked via bout it and now i.. could be say okay okok now lets talk bout one of my besties. her ex just got new girl. emm well i know i know i know its not my friend problem either do i. but idk why everytime i saw the new girl wall in my friend ex facebook page or their photos.. i got so sad.. well it was kinda lebay but it was real! feeling dissapointed, unhappy become one and it cant be explain.. dont blame me bcause i had this kinda-weird feeling! i dont even know why i feel like this?!

why so many whore showing these days!?? start with a fuck status she wrote, and then my friend new girl and a girl tht my boyfriend said it was look like me BUT THE TRUTH IT WAS NOT LIKE ME because eventhough she's smart (my bf said) SHE SUCH A RUDE GIRL! and elsee.. too many till i cant explain it one by one! she might be beautiful but SHE IS A SLUTH

ps: the new girl kinda like a sluth

What i do on 12:46 AM

and again here we're with me with insomnia condition (but i told my bf tht i could sleep but honestly i couldnt). my itunes played some terrible song, sick love song and im trying now to search my "gaul" songs but i just cant find it :(

so wht i should write now?

talking bout girls who acting like a bitch but the fact they were just NOTHING?

or wht i feel today, now and these day? okee we talk bout them both.

OK i still keep looking, visiting and hate girls who acting like a bitch but the fact they were nothing!

it was weird right? i hate it but i keep looking at their profile and sometimes wrote them some

comments (ieuuuuh) just wasting my time isnt it?

anyway i stopped my itunes and turned on my radio in my cellphone. and i put it on Trax FM (dinda suggested me) and they played Chrisye song called Lirih.. suddenly i miss my dad :((

hemm he promised me to buy me blackberry and i chose storm but many said storm is not so good :( well im a touch screen lover and i cant buy iphone because the guarantee lost if i change the provider from telkomsel to others :( not so good audienceeee! fucker

angga oichi moho said tht there will release blackberry magnum thunder and pluto.

he said pluto is good (between storm and javelin) but i dont really like it :( idk why

still love storm most..

damn i miss my elementary school friends when i lived in Kediri. and 2 of them are online now on facebook but they just replaying my wall comments tooooo looooooooooonnnggg :(

hemm, one of them is very handsome now geeezzz! hahahahahaa

hemm.. today i played almost Glenn Fredly songs most of the time. idk why, and all of them are sad songs. actually i already got tired with all of sad songs :( but i cant stop hear it!

so i miss my boyfieee.. but i kinda lazy to call him hehe. sorry darling

oh i know! i kinda sleeeepppyyyy hemmmm -_____-'

well the radio play a nice song and idk wht the tittle is :(

byeee guys have a nice sleep..

Losing a good friend of mine

last night till today i did a bad thing. i made people i love mad each other.

and maybe i lost one of my good friend. i keep think bout it every second of mind.

yea i already said sorry but it just still hurt..

i shouldnt did this. i better go home and sleep. i hate to see my cellphone.

hemm i just arrived home and i called my friend and a girl who's picked up the phone told me tht

he's praying so i decided to call him later but i dont think tht i can talk to him later.

you could think tht i take this too seriusly or more but i do dont like kind of problem like this.

if i found one i'll finish the problem as soon as i could! cause i cant stand for too long.

why sometimes human speak wrong? so it cause too many fighting around us..

i just did and i was down.. knowing tht, i lost a good friend of mine and an unfunniest people i ever talked to.

Kalau marah knp teriak? (taken from Afif Firdiansyah notes)

Suatu hari sang guru bertanya kepada murid-muridnya; “Mengapa ketika seseorang sedang dalam keadaan marah, ia akan berbicara dengan suara kuat atau berteriak?”

Seorang murid setelah berpikir cukup lama mengangkat tangan dan menjawab; “Karena saat seperti itu ia telah kehilangan kesabaran, karena itu ia lalu berteriak.”

“Tapi...” sang guru balik bertanya, “lawan bicaranya justru berada di sampingnya. Mengapa harus berteriak? Apakah ia tak dapat berbicara secara halus?”

Hampir semua murid memberikan sejumlah alasan yang dikira benar menurut pertimbangan mereka. Namun tak satupun jawaban yang memuaskan. Sang guru lalu berkata; “Ketika dua orang sedang berada dalam situasi kemarahan, jarak antara ke dua hati mereka menjadi amat jauh walau secara fisik mereka begitu dekat. Karena itu, untuk mencapai jarak yang demikian, mereka harus berteriak. Namun anehnya, semakin keras mereka berteriak, semakin pula mereka menjadi marah dan dengan sendirinya jarak hati yang ada di antara ke duanyapun menjadi lebih jauh lagi. Karena itu mereka terpaksa berteriak lebih keras lagi.” Sang guru masih melanjutkan; “Sebaliknya, apa yang terjadi ketika dua orang saling jatuh cinta? Mereka tak hanya tidak berteriak, namun ketika mereka berbicara suara yang keluar dari mulut mereka begitu halus dan kecil. Sehalus apapun, keduanya bisa mendengarkannya dengan begitu jelas. Mengapa demikian?” Sang guru bertanya sambil memperhatikan para muridnya. Mereka nampak berpikir amat dalam namun tak satupun berani memberikan jawaban. “Karena hati mereka begitu dekat, hati mereka tak berjarak. Pada akhirnya sepatah katapun tak perlu diucapkan. Sebuah pandangan mata saja amatlah cukup membuat mereka memahami apa yang ingin mereka sampaikan.”

Sang guru masih melanjutkan; “Ketika anda sedang dilanda kemarahan, janganlah hatimu menciptakan jarak. Lebih lagi hendaknya kamu tidak mengucapkan kata yang mendatangkan jarak di antara kamu. Mungkin di saat seperti itu, tak mengucapkan kata-kata mungkin merupakan cara yang bijaksana. Karena waktu akan membantu anda

Another storm in early morning

i slept on my desk, knowing that uploading photos was such a bordom thingy!

this something tht someone should read.. maybe..

i dont care if my english writing in here are so bad.

a fuzzy dream always take away you dream. they like fade away..shuuuuu~

just fade away and maybe never comeback. honesty, kindness & changeness IT DOES HURT.

why? when you give people honesty, they think you lie.

when you give them kindness, they think you just need something in return.

and the last, when you change into good, they think you NEVER CHANGE.

people love being honest, but honest make you cry, angry and maybe ashamed.

why do you still love it? because it a must, isnt it?

you.. yeah you tht i was talking about from the begining of this notes.

if being honest hurting you, let it out! cry as long as you like!

honesty is such an selfish thing tht will never hear your voice except the truth.

Insomnia give me this idea

to understand wht is life it was actually the hardest part.

you see the world spinning. friends can be foe, lover could broke up,

liar can say the truth, teacher can teach bad things and else.

girls nowdays are lookin for fame. they play with the thing called love.

they play it like it was a small car toy tht you can throw hard everywhere around your house.

it was like smoke, smoke came easily, fast and dissapearing easily and fast. which is you only can feel the happiness side a second.

who do you think you are?

talking behind somebody back, having fun in a wrong wrong way,

and thinks boy is number one..

i have 3 notes for the girls who think fun is your priority number 1..

1. You will never be more than now unless you're lucky
   
2. You all pathetic
   
3. Get a life!
   

Facebook is a bitch!