What did just happen for these days

im going to talk bout something tht happened these days. i broke up with my boy, we had a big fought. but then we back together again.. thnks god..and i admit tht i love him more more and more and he looks handsome than before.. yea everything looks good while its getting closer to our long distance relationship -_______-

i think i fall in love with my boy for the second time. it it was so fun so happy! sometimes make me wanna fly higgghhhh i miss him alost every second of my life. i want to meet him everyday! i want to make him happy! but behind tht.. i hurt him so bad.. it just make me cry evry night just to think about it -_______-

i hate this long distance relationship wannabe. I HATE IT! today i didnt go to my bf house with my bf. im a bit sad but i got me confused with it. and then i asked via bout it and now i.. could be say okay okok now lets talk bout one of my besties. her ex just got new girl. emm well i know i know i know its not my friend problem either do i. but idk why everytime i saw the new girl wall in my friend ex facebook page or their photos.. i got so sad.. well it was kinda lebay but it was real! feeling dissapointed, unhappy become one and it cant be explain.. dont blame me bcause i had this kinda-weird feeling! i dont even know why i feel like this?!

why so many whore showing these days!?? start with a fuck status she wrote, and then my friend new girl and a girl tht my boyfriend said it was look like me BUT THE TRUTH IT WAS NOT LIKE ME because eventhough she's smart (my bf said) SHE SUCH A RUDE GIRL! and elsee.. too many till i cant explain it one by one! she might be beautiful but SHE IS A SLUTH

ps: the new girl kinda like a sluth